Hi. I'm a married guy who has always harbored an inner slut. I've always fantasized about being a man's submissive house slave. Ready to serve at his pleasure. Recently I've been kind of reliving all my illicit homosexuality encounters mentally and wanted a place to keep track. Kind of a game I'm playing with myself, I put in a large buttplug and write everything I remember about being fucked by men in my life. I doubt anyone reads this stuff, but seems like a safe place to keep this at any rate. Here's some of them. Maybe more if I feel like it. DMs are open if you have thoughts or questions.
Dash - sucked dick / 69 / sucked my dick too. Not great, he had a hard time cunning because of his meds. Little dick. He always kind of wanted to be bottom but I always did it. Sucked him off numerous times, would sometimes make him jerk off in my mouth when I gave him a ride home.
Hempabuser - sucked dick/anal . older divorced guy who lived in an apt off elm hill pk. Met him several times. Would give me 25 dollars and an eighth of weed to suck him off. One time I asked if he wanted to fuck me and we did. Lasted a little bit then I asked if we could stop. It kind of hurt. He jerked off all over me.
Weird Arab- sucked dick (no cum). Older Arab guy. Demanded to see my ID when I went to his apartment off harding Pl. After I showed him he took me to his room. He had a huge uncut dick. Sucked him off and told him I wanted to fuck. I had brought lube. He said with a hungry look in his eyes "yeah you want to fuck baby" and proceeded to lay me down with my legs closed and start to fuck me. It hurt so fucking bad. I told him I had to get something from my car and ran off. Never to return. Saw him once at Cafe coco. We didn't speak.
Man in the dark - sucked dick. off of Piccadilly in Antioch. Met a guy in his house. All the lights were off. He was naked in bed. I got on bed and sucked his dick. He came in my mouth.
Mexican - Mexican guy off of harding place. Got ready to suck him off and he had herpes scars on his balls. I left.
Black guy in Antioch - sucked dick, anal. Met at his apartment. Sucked his dick awhile then he wanted to fuck. His dick was very big and when he penetrated me he got shit on his dick and kicked me out.
Black guy near Percy priest - sucked dick / anal / possible video - met him on lunch break. Went to his house. Sucked him off awhile, I noticed he was positioning his laptop like maybe he was recording. He told me to get naked and turned me around. He fucked me with no rubber and came in my ass. When I left his cum inside me felt amazing.
Black guy near the airport - sucked dick / anal / almost forced. Met a guy while the girls were out of town. Near airport. Large black guy, hairy, drunk. I started sucking his dick. Very large, long and girth. He said very drunkenly that that wouldn't work and turned me around. I took my clothes off while he got behind me. His breath smelled like alcohol and he put his lubed up dick in me with no condom. It hurt a lot and I tried to stop but he just laid his weight on me and told me to relax. Eventually I did, and after what seemed like 30 mins of him pounding me he came a huge load inside me. My asshole was literally wrecked for 2 weeks after. I tried to meet him again, even begged him to let me have more of that BBC but he told me I wasn't his type.
Therapist Phil- met him numerous times. Would go to his office in Franklin and suck his dick. He always gave me a 20 "for gas". Met him probably a dozen times. He always came in my mouth and on my face. One time after he had cum all over my face I laid down naked with my legs spread. He said "yes" eagerly and laid on me and fucked me with no condom. He came in my ass and it made me jump because it felt like I had shit but it was just his huge load all over my asshole. The whole time his first load was drying on my face.
Pedo at my parents house - met him when I was 16. He was maybe 25? He was nervous about being caught. Really small dick. Sucked him off, he came in my mouth. Said "you did it!" And left
Black guy in Antioch #2: met him at his house. Seemed like he was in a relationship. Decent sized dick, used anal ease, worked amazing. Used a condom. Came from my ass.
Cop: met him maybe 10 times. Apartment off blue hole rd. Looked like bran, big dick, messy apartment. Would talk really dirty to me while I sucked his dick. Called me a "pig" an a "slut" and made me tell him how much I loved sucking his dick. Always wanted to fuck me. I let him twice. He didn't use a rubber but was weird about my body fluids. Came inside me, tiny load. Liked to keep the windows open so someone walking by could see.
Other keith: met him 3 times. House in Antioch. Nice looking, played the hobbit while I sucked his dick. Liked to cum on my face, picked me up one time and said "I'm going to fuck you" and did just that. I started to say no, but he just pounded himself in me. Came inside me.
Red roof bondage: met a guy at red roof inn. Paid for the room myself. Massively obese guy, had a lot of bandage stuff. Chained up my hands and feet, put clothespins all over my nipples and dick and balls. Made me suck him off. Told me he was going to take pictures of me and make me drink his pee. Called his friend to come over to fuck me too. Was getting really horns, blindfolded and tied up at this strangers mercy who intended to fufk the shit out of me, at least him. My duck, usually soft with men, was rock hard. He started slapping the clothespins off of me, hard. When he slapped them off my balls I thought I was going to cum but I didn't, I don't know if he saw that but he hit me with an open hand really hard on the dick and I blew a giant load all over him and my chest. I told him I was grateful but I was done. He untied me and I left.
