I read an article recently that was written by a former stripper. It was eye opening. I haven't been to a club in years. I never bought into the fantasy. I was interested in the psychology, what turns that performer on etc. With lap dances I'd start off with no touch, let them guide my hands, encourage them to tell me what they wanted. I made a point of making it about them. Some thought it was a play or a trick, but I genuinely wanted to learn, to improve my skills at teasing.

So per the article there's a war between biological urge and psychological willpower. You can only fake so much. If you're grinding on boners all day at some point your body will want to fuck. The more the body is denied, the more it wants it. The mind is the exact opposite. So grossed out by perverts groping them and male demands that they just zone out and focus on the money. So a real body vs mind dilemma.

So me, honestly wanting to understand them, must have been a change up. I'm average looking, above average height (6'7), decent package. No issues with women. I'd be in the club to grab a soda, listen to music, watch a few girls do their thing. The commute home was hell so it was either sit in traffic, or relax in the club.

Yes there's plenty of stories, but the crazy thing is there's only so much they can fake and so much they can take. Lots of fingering. Lots of handjobs that led to blowjobs or titjobs, that led to fucking. Usually they lost it being fingered. They'd guide my hands to whatever they enjoyed and I'd focus on it and once the fingering started they'd lose it. The hj/bj/tj was always a thank you, i never asked. I'd keep teasing them while they did it. Sometimes it ended there. Sometimes they'd want to climb on. A few times they'd say things like "you're getting fucked". In hindsight I'm guessing the thought of finally being dominant pushed some over that edge.  Lots of hard nipples. Lots of shivers and trembles. Like I said only so much can be faked and at that point why bother. Sometimes tears, often a cuddle, usually the " I don't normally go that far". Sometimes a number, or letting me know their next shift. I was told more then once that I was a release, that they needed that... never thought about the context until I read the article!

On my end it made me a better lover. Taught me to hold back, to overcome the tease. I still go, but my partner goes at least once before I'll fuck her.

I confess. I spend a lot of my time fantasizing about kidnapping and raping friends, family, and coworkers. For example, at work, there are two girls, I'd love to do this to.

One, is a petite little latina with a fiery personality. Normally she'd be meh, but she sticks her ass out and wiggles it as she walks, making her shirt ride up, framing her perfect little ass. And once I found out she has a daughter? Oh god the fantasies just keep piling up.

Second would be another girl I barely see. White girl, but one of those thick (thick, not fat) girls with a HUGE WHITE GIRL BOOTY. I'm talking wide hips, huge bubble butt. Best part is, she always wears a superthin white nurses pants. And since her huge ass booty sticks out, it presses hard against the fabric, showing her panties clear as day, so it looks like shes not even wearing pants from behind. Takes all my willpower not to smack that ass. I daydream of her gagged and bound on my table at home, ass in the air, me free to smack, spank, fuck and fist that ass however I want.

Then I have a friend, a cute little goth/punk latina girl. Dyed hair (usually blue or purple) and gorgeous eyes. I always dreamed of her looking up at me as her mouth is around my cock. Also, something about how she dresses all punkish makes me wanna kidnap her, strip her, and dress her up in cutesy, little girly panties. Dunno why I have that fetish, but I'd love to do it to her. Be hot to see such a punker put in such cute panties.

Then, I have a cousin I recently reunited with. She used to be this annoying little shit, kinda ugly in a white trash kinda way. But holy SHIT she grew up. Nice, curvy, and gorgeous, but in a slutty, nightclub kinda way. Would love to have her trussed up as a fucktoy in my room.

The list goes on. But I love the idea of just takin em as fucktoys. If I could get away with it, oh the wonders that would happen!

I confess…that every ounce of willpower escapes my mind when I look at fat hairy pussy. I just goon endlessly until I pass the fuck out.

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Had one of those mornings at the office when all hell breaks loose and nothing goes right. By lunch I just want out of the office. I'm not one to drink on the clock but I really needed a beer at that point. Anyhow the office girl hits me up asking if I'm headed out for lunch. She's cute, but I'm 10 years older with a ring on my finger. We've joked a few times, nothing serious. Anyhow she hits me up about going to lunch and I level with her. I'm headed to get a burger an a beer. She's a bit shocked but given the day I figured she'd understand. Next thing I know we're taking her car to the pub. Burgers are good. Fries are good. Beer is amazing. We avoid the work talk for obvious reasons. Somehow she settles on asking why I've never hit on her. I point to the ring and she asks if that's all. I cop to being 10 years older. She laughs, says she's liked that about me. I'm wondering how strong my beer is and she's laughing because she's serious. She asks about her favorite assets. I go with eyes, face, lips, glasses and her chest (actually said it that way). Each one made her smile widen until I said chest, then total laughter again. She leans in asking if I want to see them. Before I can answer she bounces them out (literally bounces and pulls her lowcut down and out they plop). She does the back and forth a couple times asking if my day is any better... no shit... I've got a beer and a giant rack in the back of the pub so yeah I'm better. She puts them away but we continue to joke back and forth. I'm not sure where this is going but like I said, one of those days. Back in the car she again asks if I liked the show, um yeah, had trouble walking out to the car because of you. She put her hand on my leg, you know, just to make it even worse. How teased are you she asks, hand slipping up a bit. How badly do you want to take that ring off? Her hand meets mine, gentle squeeze. The up and down leg thing I can handle, hot, but I can handle. What I didn't expect was her head in my lap. I don't care how long you've been married, that's way too much for willpower. Man that shit escalated quickly. She was awesome, worked me good. Broad fucking daylight and a 20-something sucking me in the pub parking lot. Again no clue where this is going. I assumed quick tease and back to work. She keeps working me. It's pretty obvious I'm not gonna hold on much longer. Instead of slowing down or stopping, she went in deep. Yeah, that's pretty much when what little willpower I had completely failed. I get a lot of action for a married man but jesus christ did I drain one. I swear she sucked the very life force out of my soul right there. Legs trembling, toes curled, complete evacuation of ball sack. Clearly she's got a mouthful. She swallows, laughs, and says something about a long lunch hour. I joke that she missed a spot, she asked if anyone would notice. To her credit she walked in the lobby with a small load on her chin. It made it to the bathroom, I assumed no one noticed. Since then we've had lunch a few times. It's a FWB kind of thing I guess. Like I said I'm married, she's not into a long term thing. Thankfully I'm not her boss, just a coworker.

I confess that I am a sick pervert, and this site has only made me worse. I hate the sick thoughts that I have about other people. I hate myself for enjoying all this sick fucked up porn on this site. I have sick perverted thoughts about ANYBODY I see, and even animals. It takes me a lot of willpower not to act on these sick perverted thoughts I have in real life. It has gotten so bad that I am considering suicide. I am thinking about seeing a psychiatrist but I am too ashamed to express to them the problems I am having. I hate myself so much :(

I confess i like reading all this (sick) posts and cant help myself but jerk off while reading them.. I guess that makes me a sick pervert aswell, but i can live with that knowing it doesnt affect anybody staying in my head. I think but also really hope most of these confessions are made up by people like me cause if some stories here were to be truth its just more then sick and really really wrong..
Why isnt just fantasising and jerking off like theres no tomorrow enough? Just use that little bit of willpower and dont act on it!

I guess the bottom line is that i confess im a perv and like to jerk off to young girls (mostly NN) and that i hope all you other pervs are just like me satisfying yourselfs without doing any harm.

I want to make this as short and straight to the point as possible.

I want to be trained into shape.
I am a 19 year old BBBW and while I definitely love my lazy lifestyle, I realize that it makes me terribly unhappy and is steadily pushing me closer to suicide...
I have little willpower so I am seeking a master/daddy who could help "encourage" me.
I currently don't have a job and am not really looking for one atm. IF you were to take me under your wing, I would dedicate myself to pleasing you and losing weight.
I have no desire for this to be permanent UNLESS the relationship evolves into something romantic.
Yes, I do desire for this to be live in.

Any other specifics will be discussed further with anyone interested.

BTW I have complete confidence I will be sexy as fuck if I were at a normal weight! Help me. I'm losing it.

Okay, so first off, I'm into asses. Like really bad.

So holy god, I was seriously considering things that would earn me prison time with this bunch.

I was at the movies today, in line getting snacks.

In front of me was this group of latina girls, about 5 girls. Aged, maybe 6-15.

The youngest two, way too young to consider anything about. 5 and 6, maybe.

But the other three, holy shit. First off, the tallest one. maybe 13 or 14. Long hair, pouty lips that I could picture around things, etc. Tall (Up to my neck, and i'm 6 ft), average build, but big tits and a huge ass. Short shorts, and big tits for her age, looked like they were straining her bra and t shirt. Her ass was fantastic. She had the kind of ass that belonged on a milf after a few kids. Wide and huge. It was just fantastic.

The second, was a little one, maybe 9 or 10. This girl was so cute. Short, chin length hair. Again, pouty lips like her sister. Thin body, except her ass. Girls ass stuck out, it looked like she had a diaper on underneath her tight, tight pants. I could see her pantylines, looked laced underneath.

The third, looked to be the oldest, with a purse. Styled hair with a strand of bangs over half her face, shorter (Barely taller than the 9 year old) and curvier (Not fat). But her ass. Oh my god, it was this massive, perfect dome. This might turn some of you off, but the first thing that popped into my head was the diaper idea, only with her, it looked like she had one of this huge, poofy baby diapers, and she's filled it to the brim. And I'm not saying that because I have a diaper fetish (I don't), it actually just looked like that. Her ass was just that huge. it took all my willpower not to just get on my knees and bury my face in it, I swear to god.

I tried to take a picture, but I don't have a good spycam app, and there was a guy right behind me, looking over my shoulder.

Best I managed to get was a really blurry silhouette of the 13 year old from the waist up.

But none of these girls had supermodel bodies or anything, they just all had this same, fantastic, big juicy ass, on regular kids bodies. Holy shit, I fantasized about a home invasion, just breaking in, tieing up and raping the whole family together.

but FUCK this is why I love Latinas. Best asses.