I am into kink and I have a fetish.  I suppose it would be a form of CBT, or Formicophilia.When I was finishing my freshman year, 4 weeks before summer break, I was cutting class as usual. I frequently used the restroom in a small gas station where I hid out until school was over for the day. While in the stall the mechanic would always come in and muttering things. Today was no different, except he was muttering something about little presents. Small tokens of his love. Itchy itchy.Seven weeks later, after returning from summer camp, I woke up the morning tired. I didn't sleep well. Tossed and turned all night. About 10 a.m. I was laying on my bed fantasizing before masturebatting. Well I felt weird. My dick had been itching like crazy and now it felt like it was moving. I went to the bathroom, pulled out on my whitie tighty waistband and peered in at my cock and nut nest. It was alive! It was actually moving, I looked closer and there were thousands of little bugs. I was infested with lice.  I didn't know what to do, I only knew I couldn't talk to anybody, not even my parents. We didn't have that kind of a relationship.I ended up having them for 3 months. Thousands upon thousands, they even tried crawl in my a**. Finally that fall I was spraying the garden for bugs, then when I went in to take a shower I looked in my whitey tighties and they were full of dead lice. Thousands of dead lice in my whitey tighties. I took my shower change to my clothes and went down to the garage and kept inspecting my nest, but there were hardly any left, only a few. Next thing I know, I got some of the poison and rinsed my nest out with it. I went back upstairs and took another shower. my little friends were finally gone What I didn't realize is how attached I'd become to them. I mourned the loss. I wanted them again. I'm still looking to this day. However everybody shaves nowdays, but I don't because one day I hope to have them again

just got a new boss, who's a total 40 year old hottie. i have hard time not starring at her tits when we're talking. one day she was wearing a pretty low cut shirt and i think she actually noticed me looking. i thought i saw a smidge of a smirk on her face but that could be my wishful thinking. she's married and has kids so it's hard for me to think she'd want to do anything with me, but i confess i'd love to fuck her.

now...the other day we were reorganizing some stuff in the office, kinda of a spring cleaning, moving boxes around, etc. i was in the small storage closet getting some stuff from upper shelves. it has a bunch of crap on the floor so two there's barely enough room for one person. anyways, she came behind me to see what i was doing. i said i was getting rid of some of the stuff on top. i had my arms raised pulling down some stuff and she walked right under my arms and stood in front of me so close i felt her ass was going to rub on me. her smell alone made things move in my pants...

she is quite flerty sometimes, and when she comes to my desk to look at my work or something she sits next to me quite close. usually our legs touch under the desk. but you know..it's my boss, married, so i just try to brush it off as kind of the way she is, a little loofy.

my reaction was to step back to give her room, but then she started moving around a little, reaching for things with her back to me, and kinda pressing me against the wall, all the while talking to me about the need to organize. i got caught between this big box of supplies and a chair and really had nowhere to go. she started reaching for something up top as well and took a wider step back, right on to me, her ass right against my crotch. she was wearing a light-fabric skirt and i totally felt the curves of her cheek against my semi-hard on that had been slowly developing since she walked into the closet.

she was trying to bring these boxes down, to see what was inside, but they were a little to high up for her, so she kept on tiptoeing with her arms up and kinda propping herself against me. again i felt her asscheeks on me. she asked me to help her bring the boxes down, so i reach up, inevitably leaning forward on her as i do it. i couldn't keep myself from putting this ever so slight forward pressure on my hips against her. my hard was pounding. everything was a split second but it seemed slow motion.

at this point she leaned farther back turning her face to avoid the boxes i was pulling down. as this happens i swear to god i saw a smirk! in any case, now i'm holding this box up with her right in between my arms. i let out a low nervous laugh, she giggled in return and we stood there for maybe 2 seconds not knowing what to do (well, i didn't know what to do)...

she said "here, let me take that", took the box from my hand and, i shit you guys not, bent forward to put it down on the floor. you can imagine what happened during this bend forwards....her ass was right up my crotch, with a maybe 75% hard on now. luckly (or unluckly) i was wearing tighty-whities and it was sticking up rather than out. i mean, it must have been obvious anyways, but at least i didn't straight out 'poke' her.

then she said "ah, we'll finish this later" and walked out. i let out a breath (which made me noticed i had been holding it) and went back to my desk. i'm not saying she meant us when she said "finish this later" but i certainly like to think so!

in a couple of weeks we have a end-of-year party at a club and her husband will be away for work. it's a wild dream, but maybe she'll drink a little and we can take a cab home together...ah, i wish...

i don't know if i'll have enough to report to keep this thread alive, but i promise you that i hope i do!

sorry for the long post

I confess that when I was young I was molested by my older brother

My older brother is 10y older then me and I also have another brother that is 4y older and a sister that is OLD then me, so I'm the youngest.
It started when I was about 5, because I remember being in kindergarten at the time. We lived in alphabet city in NYC and my mom worked until 10pm all week and get home around 11-11:30pm. So my older brother was in charge of us after school and during the summer. My mom would always leave some food already prepared for us.
I dont remember the first experience but I do remember a few. On one occasion during the summer I remember waking you to my brother rubbing my dick through my underwear. We lived in a two bedroom apartment and my mom had her own room and we shared the other room. Our room had a queen size and two single beds. My sister slept on one single, me one the other single and my other two brother in the queen size.
So I had woken up and my older brother is rubbing my dick. Once he realized I had woken up he picked me up and brought me over to his bed, the queen size. He pulled off my tightie whities and laid me on my stomach. He then started eating my ass. I remember it feeling great. Now my other brother was still sleeping next to us so my older brother grabbed my hand and out it on my other brother dick so i can rub it. So I kept running his dick until he woke up.
When he woke up my older brother took hi whities off. So here we are all three brother in the queen size bed all naked. My brother would suck both our dick, I remember him sucking my dick for a while and then i get a throbbing feeling that would hurt after a while. Now I realize that it was an orgasm I was having. We would mess around until my sister woke up and my brother would call her over to the bed then we would all take turns fucking her. Now when I was 5 I had a small little baby dick and didnt really know what I was doing at the time but as we got older we all learned more with the guidance of my older brother. Sometime we even had cousins that would get involved but thats another long story.
This went on for years up until my older brother moved out at 19yo, even after that we would sometime sleep over his house and fuck around.
I enjoyed and miss those days, now we are all still a very close family but we dont get down like that anymore. I mean Im sure each one of us is doing our thing but not together. I mean I for one am having relations with my older brothers oldest daughter and my other brothers youngest daughter. And I know my sister is fucking her nieces son.