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Confession #1:

I cannot cum 90% of the time, fucking my wife unless she is telling me about her ex, who was extremely lengthy (11"+). The way her breathing gets more and more rapid as she moans telling/showing me exactly how deep his cock went in each hole... How she loved riding him, taking it everyday and he would always stick a couple of inches out because she literally couldn't fit anymore...

She has so many wondrous tales of how and where they fucked... And it's a huge turn on when she makes fun of how much smaller I am in comparison.

I got my gf to agree to have an open relationship. We were both virgins when we got together. She used to be a strict christian, but she doesn't realise I was a virgin too. I could talk to girls but when it came to sealing the deal I just turned introvert.

I loved my gf,and really thought I had a future with her but I thought it was important to fuck some more girls before settling down only ever having been with one. So I somehow managed to convince her to try an open relationship, telling her it would be temporary til we finally settled down seriously. She was still relatively frigid and I didn't think she'd really get into it.

Well I was wrong. I've managed to fuck maybe two girls, both out of jealousy and desperation, both were dogs. My gf was getting sex constantly. To make matters worse she thought it was ok to talk about her experiences, and even mentioned how some of the guys she was with had such huge cocks, once she even thought it was appropriate to make a direct comparison with mine. She didn't sound slightly bitter or bitchy about, as if she was genuinely naive to think it was ok to talk about this. I pleaded with her to go back to normal and she agreed, but she keeps cheating on me now. If I don't see her for a couple days I get a call from her and shes apologising telling me shes done it again. I never make her cum anymore and she never seems tight anymore. My cock used to always hurt going in her not I can slip it in easily even when shes not wet. I brought up how she never cums anymore and she said sorry its not my fault. I kept prodding and she finally told me shes gotten used to bigger cocks and shes also gotten used to having regular orgasms hence all the cheating. After getting over the humiliation I tried getting huge dildos and other exotic sex toys, but she still strayed, she wanted real cock. She would even cry about it, saying she loves me but when shes horny she couldnt care less. She said she even resents me when shes horny and actually gets off to fucking guys who out stud me.

Tonight I finally agreed to try something new, and I hate myself for it, but I'm also planning on going through with it again. I met one of her studs, and watched as he fucked her hard. He must have been at least 9 inches and he was very thick. He kept trying to get her to talk slutty and degrade me. She was refusing but I could see she was getting into it so I told her to let it out. As he was fucking her she said she was a slut for big cock, that I could never please her again, that she was a whore but not my whore. Then she began servicing his cock with her mouth, and begged me to join her. So I did, I kneeled beside my gf and shared the cock with her. He came in her mouth and we shared it. He left, we showered and then cuddled. In bed she sobbed and apologised. I asked if she meant what she said, that shes a whore, but she'll never be my whore again. She said of course not. I pressed her and she admitted its the truth, but asked me to be a slut with her. She said she still loves me, she feels like my equal but she needs someone to dominate her. She asked me to remain her bf, that shed never cheat on me again, if I joined her like I joined her tonight. So she doesn't want to service me anymore, she wants me to join her in servicing the huge cocked studs shes grown horny for.

I can't sleep. I feel bitter, angry, full or rage and jealousy but also horny and turned on. I'm already hard thinking about next time, watching her getting fucked hard, watching her cum for a man who is not me, perhaps watching his cum spill out of her pussy while I lick it out for her. This arouses me and disgusts me. I can let this become my new life and relish it, though it seems so pathetic to me. Even if I have the strength to leave, I'll still live with the shame of what happened tonight, and the shame that this lifestyle is turning me on so much

This is basically a confession on a couple of much younger (teens but legal where I am) girls I've been with.

First up, some ground rules. You're not getting pics, so don't ask. I don't live in the U.S., where I do live, 16 is the age of consent, but porn is still a no til you're 18, even though half the girls I know (at least the younger ones) take nudes.

Yes, this is legit, so trolls bitching and whining that this is fake, cool story bro, pics or it didn't happen, Op is a fag, etc.: crawl back under your rock, and find another thread to post in. I'll stick around over the next while to answer any legit questions.

Finally... I posted this on spam's secrets, once in response to another thread which was either deleted by staff or removed by the Op, and again in my own thread, and a week later the fucking site went down. Go figure. I gave up for a while, I mean really, I can keep this shit to myself and live happily. However... frankly, seeing all the old on this site makes me happy. I enjoy younger girls. As a society (and I'm talking Western, European/North American society, and fuck Japanese and most other societies as well), we're geared towards appreciating the beauty of youth. Old actors get to be Morgan Freeman and Clint Eastwood, old players get to be Hugh Hefner... old actresses, retired and left to grandmother. I've got no problem with that frankly. It works well. Girls mature early, guys mature late. The dynamics work. And old chicks still get enough play thanks to most guys being willing enough to fuck anything that moves.

And in the middle of that older guy/younger girl based global village, you watch America, where pedo is the new "commie," and it's like watching an older brother who is dumb as a fucking post repeatedly make the same mistake over and over, all the while sitting there being pissed off at him, and finally you've got to say something. Since I figure there are plenty of users, male and female, who don't have an issue with younger girls/older guys, I figured I'd contribute.

By the way, I tend to be a bit long winded, deal with it. Anyhow - I'm not talking kids here, but mature teens. Physically, and quite frankly, mentally (I know way more immature adults than I wish I did, and some teens who are essentially serene in comparison). And watching guys get labelled pedo for fucking a 16 year old girl who wants it is fucking insane. Watching girls put on a sex offender list for posting a shot of their tits, ruining their lives - what the fuck, America? You've lost both your brain and you dick?

That's my half-assed motivation, now, my story. In the last three years I've been with 7 girls. Not a ton, I don't pick up bar skanks and like to actually get to know people. The oldest of these girls (the current one) is 20. The others were 16 to 18 when we started out. For the record, I'm in my early to mid 30s. I had a serious (dating) relationship with one of them, the rest have been friends with benefits. Aside from the 20 year old chick I'm fooling around with now, the others were 16, 17, 17, 18, 18, and 18 to start (the oldest now being 21).

Before this I dated on and off but not a lot, and only girls my own age (I've always had a thing for younger girls - but I will go older as well, it depends on the girl). Since the first time I got involved with a younger girl, however, I've been constantly involved with someone, even just as FwB, and I've more or less become a sex addict.

I'm kind of skipping my current "friend" relationship (the 20 year old) because it's not quite on topic, but she's a total slut in the bedroom - anal, rimming, ass to mouth, swallows like a champ, etc. If you've got questions I'll answer them, otherwise... it's fun. And being that she's a little more experienced, the sex is a little better. Hate to let you pervs down, but fucking a 16 year old isn't always the best sex (there are nerves involved, even when it's consensual, that's why sex gets better with age, so if you're going the young girl route - be prepared to teach).

Aside from the current girl, the teenage ones - the most recent girl (as far as our first meeting) was 18, loved anal, and I completely ruined her asshole (not really, but she definitely loosened up after a while; I was not the first guy to fuck her ass). Was a summer fling. We may do it again. It's up in the air right now, so who knows.

My favourite, and it wasn't just the age, was the youngest, who was 16 when it started, now 17, only I didn't know really where I wanted it to go. I legitimately started to like her. And this was a problem: she just wanted to fool around. Shocking as it may seem but she actually initiated everything, from meeting in person (we knew each other online), to fooling around together. She kind of grew away from me (I only rarely got to see her) and we basically unofficially ended things after about 8 months but fuck... it was fun. A great ego boost and an awesome girl (I get the feeling I'm not the only older guy she's been with mind you). She wasn't much into anal or oral, just sex, but she had some other... twists to her. You'd be surprised how kinky some young girls can get.

At one point I was seeing three of these girls at the same time (but not together, no group sex, I just mean, one day with one, one day with another) and they all knew about it. Not details in all cases but they were open relationships so they knew I was with other people, and some of them were fooling around on the side too (the one I dated is actually now the oldest, the rest came after, with that one I was monogamous from the time she was 17, lasted a year and a half). I actually saw all three of those within a 24 hour period one day back in the summer. Fucked the 18 year old's ass, ate out and rubbed another 18 year old the next morning (then came on her ass), and finally fucked the 16 year old's cunt that night.

I've left out one of the 17 year olds (cute asian chick) and the last 18 year old (not hot but made up for it by being a good fuck) simply because this is getting long-winded.

So I felt like I was spoiled for a while, but like I said the summer fling is over (clearly since it's fucking winter now), I lost interest in the other 18 year old chick (she's too self-absorbed), but I still adore the youngest one... it just didn't work out. I'm surprised it lasted as long as it did frankly. I'm not anything official with the girl I'm fooling around with now but the sex is great so... although, who knows, I have some options.

So at this point if you bothered reading all this, you're probably at a wtf point. Ok, let me give this advice:

Lesson the first: you want to hook up with a younger girl, stop treating her like the fantasy slut you want, and just start being friends. Young girls mature WAY faster than guys and chances are, even if you're not the most amazing guy in the world, something will happen. I'm not amazingly hot, rich, or a porn star. I just try not to be a total prick. Oh, and avoid the high maintenance types. Fuck that. Go for the quiet girl, the best friend of the pretty chick, or the kinky type with daddy issues, if you're really looking for a younger partner. Treat them well and you'll be surprised how much young girls love sex and how far they're willing to go (I've been called Daddy a few times, "fuck my ass Daddy" is extremely hot when you're old enough to actually be her father, well almost).

Lesson the second: Having said that, do not get too attached. Young girls want sex. It's not just guys who run off hormones. Don't be surprised if they're just looking to hook up - but a tad differently than a guy would. Guys will jump at the first chance to stick their cock in something. It's fucking sad to see sometimes. Girls, even if they're just looking for sex, will play coy for a while, look for friendship, and try to ensure the guy isn't a total fuckwit (ok, some sluts will just put out, but I'm not really looking to pick up an STD). So while you're best bet is to just know them and be friends with them like you would anyone else, they're nowhere near ready to get serious 99.9% of the time - keep your feelings in check. I could have enjoyed that one girl for eons, but hey, different places in our lives...

Lesson the third: Enjoy yourself. I don't care what age you are, if you're male or female... if she's old enough to want it she's going to find it (and fuck knows guys will) so just try and be the responsible one, but enjoy it nonetheless.

I feel that's enough. Skip the retarded questions. No names, no pics, no places, but feel free to ask about what we did, how we met (general terms), anything you actually want to know from an older guy who actually has been with someone under 18.

Oh, and if you're wondering why I'm being vague even though it's legal here at 16 - it would still be a scandal and I'm not betraying anyone's trust. Hence no names places etc.

Ok Motherless, lets see how you do, decent questions and I'll stick around longer.

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