I got divorced almost three years ago. I am a female, in my late 30s, and I have been married for 15 years, so I married young.

He was my first, if you dont count a few innocent hs pettings, and our sex life was pretty non existent, for the last few years of marriage. I have relived myself, many times, and eventually got sucked into the world of erotic forums, porn sites etc.

After we split up, my libido just jumped through the roof, and my online addiction sky rocketed. I wanted sex so badly, I have caught myself having these indecent thoughts about men around me, at work, at the supermarket etc.

Why didnt I do anything?

I am affraid. I have had sex with only one man in my life, and I guess I was insecure, so I stayed locked inside this cage I have built for myself.

Through all this, I started chatting with this man, some ten years younger than me, via this erotic forum. It became a form of hotting, with words at starters. Then I sent him some photos of me, without face and clothed, he sent me his, and he is a handsome, handsome man, so handsome, that I have wondered what such a good looking man is doing sexting a woman like me.

It evolved, i sent him some bikini photos, than partial nudes, and full nudes at the end, and eventually we saw each other on cam.

It was so sexy. He was raining down on me with compliments, throughout all of this, how beautifull I am, how hot I am, and such things are nice to hear. LIttle digression - I know I look good, and my looks werent the obstacle for me to find someone to have sex with - it was the other issues, I discussed earlier.

So we continued with this for more than 6 months, and it was hot, so intense. He was so good at describing things, it was like living through an audio version of the best erotic story ever written. Him, talking, made me climax every time, but looking at him through the camera didnt hurt either.

And he was obsessed with my behind, always asking for me to show it, and if I did, he would climax almost immediately. He would always tell me how he wants me from behind, or in a reverse cowgirl etc, and it got me appreciating that part of my body, and I did become aware that it does look good for a woman of my shape and size.

Long story short, after almost half of year of this, one day he sends me a message that he is coming to my country on business (we both live in Europe - different countries), and that he will be in such and such hotel, room number ..., and gives me his telephone number, for me to call him, so we could go out for dinner and, who knows.

I decided not to go, not to call him, it was all fun, but one thing is a fantasy through the weil of some anonymity, and this would be something completely different.

I was fighting myself on this one, I wanted to go, but I was scared, really scared that I will ruin it, by meeting him. You have got to understand, this was a kind of a relationship for me, something I was looking forward, seeing him online.

He was staying there for three nights. On the second night, I called him at 1 a.m. My voice was... I was scared. Asked him if I can come over to his room.

An hour later, I was there, in leather pants (god, what was I thinking), and a bottle of wine. We started going at each other immediately, we were both so desperate. He ripped my blouse off of me, and went for my breast right away. I was on fire, ready to go, like I have had hours of fore play.

And as we started to undress, I remembered his fixation, so as he was laying on his back, I got on top of him, kissed him, then turned the other way. I have never had sex in this position, so I was a bit scared, but ready to go. He had a condom on... And he came after no more than 20 seconds.

My dissapointment was inmesurable. He did try to get me off, afterwards, but wasnt good at it, so I faked it. I excused myself, and lied to him that I will see him again tomorrow, and told him it was good, it was all I was hoping for.

Never saw him again, not in real life, nor online. But this awkward experience was an eye opener of sorts. What was I affraid of?

Two weeks later, I met a man of my age, also divorced, like me, and I am having the best sex of my life.

I think this whole experience helped me understand a few things about myself. And one thing is for sure, I lost years of my life, living of sexual scraps, from my husband, later on, from online erotica, but nothing beats the real thing, when it is done right.

On July 10, 2014, alex694real uploaded many photos and one of them was a photo of a partially nude Oriental woman lifted into the air on the end of a forklift prong. I have attached that photo here. I have a VERY STRONG interest in such photos and videos, including seeing multiple women lifted by forklifts and in tractor buckets, either nude or clothed. I searched the Internet for that photo using tineye.com but nothing showed up. Of course tineye is not perfect, however. If you are reading this, alex694real, did you find the photo on the Internet or is it a screen capture from a video. If the latter, do you recall the video? I buy forklift videos from clips4sale.com and also pay for custom videos, which are expensive. This reflects the extent of my interest in such videos. I would love to see more forklift photos uploaded here. Perhaps other members have similar interests and perhaps some of the female members would be interested in posing for such photos.

I confess that there are a lot of female friends of mine that I'd like to see naked, or at least partially. What's the best/ easiest way of finding out if they have nudes available for viewing? Will share pics if successful, along with facebook profile :)

Wanted to share what happened between me and my Step-Sister

First let me start off by giving you some information about my situation. I'm a 27yo male and have 2 Step-sisters (kinda) one is OLD and the other and my new favorite is 18yo. As you can see I put (kinda) that's because their mother and my father have been together for 13 years but have never married. So technically there not Step-sisters but seeing the details I count theme as such. Anyway I have a different type of relationship with both of these girls the OLD (lets call her B) and I spend time together and such but has never been nothing more than sibling acquaintanceship but as for as the 18yo (lets call her P) we are on the other hand very close and more like friends than family. B is more of a straight A decent type of girl as for P is a drop out, drinks a little, dabbled in some marijuana smoking, and is a little sexually active. It's fair to say they are 2 different types of people by far. I have always had a Incest Taboo. I read stories on-line and watch role-play videos from time to time its just something that has always turned me on. That being said I always felt that me and P has some sexual tension between the two of us. I always had that gut feeling that if I hinted seriously in having sex she would be more than willing but I never acted on the feeling in fear of the outcome. If she denied we would never be the same if she accepted but told someone I might be banished from my family and friends and looked down upon as things of this nature aren't that popular with normal people. Anyway down to the subject at hand.
My GF of 7 years lives with me in a creepy ass old home I've owned for quite some time. We have no children and have the house to ourselves. The location of our home is a few cities away from her family, about a 2 1/2 hour drive so when she has some time off work she often makes the trip and spends a few days with her mom and family on that side. This week she did just that she had a few days off of work and left Sunday night to go to here mothers and wouldn't return till Wednesday night. I am a film addict and travel from the small rural area I live in to the city to buy the new Blu-ray movies releases every Tuesday. I hate to do this alone because most of the time I enjoy hitting up a restaurant for lunch but sitting down somewhere and eating alone is just depressive so I texted up P and asked her if she wanted to go with me and of-course she said yes. This wasn't her first city trip with me and she enjoyed it as much as I did to get out of the house every once and a while. So we went to town ate lunch and grabbed the new releases and talked about all kinds of things on the way to and from. Amongst this conversation I told her that my GF was gone till wends day and I was excited to sit on my couch and play video-games and watch movies uninterrupted for a few days. She then offered to stay the night with me so I didn't have to be alone. I was fine with this she often spent the night at my house and this occurrence was nothing new so I said OK and we headed back home. When we arrived it was already getting dark outside and we decided to burn the rest of the night watching horror movies on my couch. I was sitting against the left sofa arm and she was huddled up on my shoulder holding on for dear life needless to say her and being scared goes hand and hand. After the movies ended I decide it was time for this old man to hit the bead and I went jump in the shower, came out fresh and told her goodnight. Not even a hour later she knocked on my bedroom door and asked if she could sleep with me cents my GF wasn't home and she was too scared to sleep on the couch so I agreed. I sleep in my Boxers with no shirt on but I often walk around my home in this manor also so it was nothing uncomfortable for her to be around. She was wearing a long shirt with her bra and panties underneath witch she also tends to wonder around wearing so even now I didn't think nothing more of what was happening but man was I wrong.
She climbed into bed with me I sleep on the left side of the bed so she was lying on my right side. I turned the TV on as I can't seem to sleep without some type of noise in the background and laid back down with my head on my pillow. She come towards me and placed her head on my right solder and forced my arm around her body as she cuddled up next to me in almost the same position we where sitting on the couch watching the movies earlier. Being the restless type of person that I am I started to rub her lower back slowly as I tried falling asleep. It was obvious that she had no problem with this as she closed her eyes and asked me to rub higher on her back witch is just what I did. she began to let out some slight moans from time to time and I started feeling my cock get excited so I bunched up some covers around it by acting like I was adjusting myself so she wouldn't notice. Suddenly she set up and pulled her shirt off and laid back down on me and said rub my shoulders. She had a light blue bra on so I couldn't see her breast but it was enough of exposure to send my cock from semi to ready for blast-off. she then shifted her body more to the right where she was totally on her side and in doing so she put both her legs around my right leg so now my right leg was in-between her legs around her knee area and she rest her right hand on my chest and said "don't forget my neck". After a few moments of rubbing her neck and playing in her hair she shuffled around and tired to reposition the hand that was on my chest but in doing so she slightly grazed my erect penis. After feeling how hard it was she opened her eyes and picked her head up slightly and over my face and said "Oh My God is That your Dick". She then grabbed my dick with her hand and said "it is I can't believe your fucking dick is hard". I told her it's not my fault it has a mind of its own and I have a half naked woman laying on my and for her to mind her own business. She laid back down and jokingly said that I was a fucking pervert but she never turned around or moved away from me so I began rubbing her back again. I then pretended to adjust my legs again and moved my right leg up to where it was touching the crotch of her panties and I could fell the moistness on my skin. I then asked her why she wanted to pick on me for my hard dick when her pussy was soaking wet. She told me I was full of shit and her pussy wasn't wet at all. We continued to argue back and forth about her being wet until I finally "fucking look" and in reached in her panties and ran my finger between her soaked pussy lips then I rubbed my sticky fingers down here back and said "You're full of shit".
She freed her left hand that she was partially laying on and turned to lay almost flat on her back grabbing my dick with her left and and said "then why did you stop". Without thinking and in sure excitement I reached back into her panties and started rubbing on her clit. She started beating me off slowly and moving back an forth on the bed for a few moments then she let out a big aggravated type huff, flung herself up and pulled her panties off and threw them across the room then laid back down. I started rubbing again as here pussy became wetter and wetter till I slid down and put one of my fingers inside of her. she arched her back up and let out a sigh of relief as I moved my finger in and out. As I felt her loosen up I added a second finger and began to use my thumb to rub on her clit as I moved my two fingers in and out of her. She began to breath heavily and scurry around in place until suddenly she let go of my dick and grabbed my hand stopping me from moving as she reached her orgasm. she fell flat on the bed breathing hard for a moment than set up and grabbed a hold of my cock again and said "it's your turn". She rubbed her hand on her pussy and began to beat me off with here wet hand as fast as she could and it didn't take long till I erupted all over her hand and my bed. I stood up and found a towel and cleaned everything off and went lay back down. She turned facing me and we made out slowly for a few moments then she pulled her head back and said goodnight and turned her back to me. I laid on my side with my cock on the verge of becoming hard again from thinking about what had happened and how great and unbelievable it all was and then the worries of what the outcome could be if someone found out began to set in. Around that time she reached back and grabbed my arm and pulled herself close to me to where my dick was rubbing between her legs right under her butt. I didn't get much sleep that night at all and I don't think she did either. From time to time she would grind her ass backwards into me to where my semi hard dick would rub her pussy lips. I knew that all I had to do was turn her over and fuck her all night I knew that's what she wanted and that's what she was waiting for but my judgement got the best of me and I didn't drum up the nerve to do so.
The next morning she woke up early to get ready for work I was still asleep but before she left she came and woke me up by rubbing on my dick and gave me a passionate kiss and said "I have to go to work but I had a really good night I'll text you when you wake up". That was 2 weeks ago and we have been sending nude pics and talking about having sex again every day. My GF is planing on going see her mom next week again and I already set plans with P to come spend a few days with me this time. As she hasn't told anyone and I haven't told anyone I figure it will be safe to take this a little farther and as long as where careful we can continue to have this secret type of connection that one wouldn't understand unless they felt it themselves. I don't know if I can call it love but I do know that it is different than any other feeling I've had for any woman that I was sleeping with. I was kind of thinking about hiding a camera in my bedroom and getting the act on tape next time so I can watch it when I'm feeling horny and she's not around or I may just ask her she has been sending me a lot of nude photos and masturbation videos threw text messages and snap-chat. I wish I would have acted on my feeling earlier I will post any updates as they happen wish me luck. :)

When I 1st started out as a therapist, I researched/googled my female client ( 29 ) and found her bikiniphotos and semi-erotic partially nude pictures. She did them for a amateur shoot when she was 19/20. The photographer still had them online in his folder. I saved them to my computer and made them a screensaver. While she would come over for a therapy session the screensaver would be on my computer while she was sitting on the otherside of my desk. One time I was rubbing my cock a little underneat the desk while she was telling a horrible story about how she was teased at work and how she was robed. The next session she told about how she was raped in the butt by a arab when she was 18 and going home after school. It really turned me on and I sometimes listened to the audio of the session to get off.

A year later ( she was no longer my client ) I realised that this is could not go on.

I am no longer a therapist for obvious reasons.

I want to start a thread with the hottest MILFs on this site. They can be 18 with a kid, or 58, as long as they're hot it won't matter. They can be nude, clothed, partially nude, whatever...let's see the MILFs of Motherless!

Be sure to tell how you know the MILF, especially if it's your mom or friend's mom.