For a couple of years, I have had a secret desire to fuck my mum. She is single and very sexually active and has a Fetlife account, so I recently joined up in the hope of friending her and having some kind of interaction with her on there. I have been jerking off to her pictures and sending her comments about how I want to be inside her and cum in her. She replied to a few of my comments and friended me back and liked my cock pics and we have been having a chat for a while now that is getting hotter and hotter. I have been saying we should hook up in real life and her response has been that she is keen if my cock is as nice in person as in my profile.
She knows my age from my profile, so clearly fucking a "stranger" the same age as her son doesn't bother her and she has spoken about the fact she has 3 adult offspring and even teased me about probably being more into her two pretty daughters (my sisters) than her.
I don't know if I put the incest question out there and risk her not talking to me anymore, or if I organise a hook up with her and go "surprise, it's me you've been chatting filth to" and hope she is so horny she goes through with it.

I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.

Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.

Males are kinda the same.

Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)

With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....

I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.

She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...

I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.

After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.

She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....

I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.

I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....

I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...

Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.

A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.

Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.

I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....

The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.

His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.

That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.

What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...

I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).

To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.

In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.

They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.

In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.

One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.

Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.

Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.

There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.

If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)

My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.

It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.

Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....

It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.

To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....

If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.

Let him cum over took him forever to cum cocks to big to fit but let him play and got him off a cupple of time and he knows how to rub and finger fuck hehehe but no his giant monster cock wouldn’t fit and so I let him do this then I used my feet and hands on him and right as I was about to make him cum all on my pussy his girl called made him answer it as I grabbed his cock got on top of him put his monger inbetween my lips and grinded his cock as he was talking to her supposed to be at work and him trying to talk as he’s cumming all inbetween another woman’s pussy lips was great then kept rubbing and he started cumming more he was a cum machine once I got him going then he tryed again since I was covered in his cum and him soft was still to big he almost got me open enough to get the head inside me but he said he would make it fit for sure tomorrow night he wasn’t ready for a pussy as tight as mine he said lol hehehe but gods should have videoed or took a pick of him cumming he took this one and a cupple others he’s still laying here monster cock out might see if we can cum together 

I'm secretly obsessed with turning out married or taken women. I've found that once they made the decision to cheat they're open to almost anything, and I love seeing how far I can push and encourage them. It's become my favorite sexual dynamic.

One girl would come over on the way home from work and I'd creampie her pussy, then she'd go home to her fiance and fuck him with my cum still inside of her.

I got one woman into watersports. She would tell her husband she was out with friends but she'd be with me swallowing my piss or licking my floor while I fucked her ass.

I had a free use arrangement with a hot little Russian mom. She'd dress up in lingerie and heels and let me put a gimp mask and ball gag on her and do absolutely anything I wanted with her. I mostly kept her to myself, but every now and then I'd invite a friend or two over and we'd gangbang her like that. Husband at home with the family while she's getting DPd by absolute strangers.

I've got a new girl on the hook right now and it's almost time. Can already tell she's going to be a perfect cum dump whore

When I was a sophomore in college I got in with a bad crowd.. The girls I were hanging out with were all strippers at a local club. I was really strapped for cash being a broke college student and even worse developed an addiction to different party pills the summer between my freshman and sophomore year. My friends were huge enablers, always peer pressuring me to do different things, and one night they finally convinced me to dance at their club. They joked and said how much of a killing my 34DD tits would make, and how I could easily clear $1,000 a night there.

My first time there, I was extremely nervous. The club let me dance, if you would even call it that, as a trial. I would get 2 minutes of stage time to one song, then another 3 minutes later if I did well. The first 2 minutes I didn't even take my clothes off. It was a full nude club and I was very nervous to even take the skimpy lingerie top off. However, I did make a few bucks shaking my body on stage. The manager was not impressed, but the girls I was with convinced him to let me have a second chance. In the dressing room, my one friend slipped me a party pill and told me to just relax and be "myself". About 20 minutes went by and now I was full on rolling. It was my turn to go up on stage and I let myself loose, stripping down to nothing, getting frisky with all the patrons that threw money my way. After my dance I had 2 men that wanted private rooms with me. I left that night with $600 and at that point on I was hooked.

Where things escalated was about my 3rd week in. I was becoming a regular dancer there, having regulars that wanted private rooms and started making enough money to support my party habits in 1 night of dancing for the week. But where it changed was the 3rd week in was also Parent's Weekend at the university. Many of my friends from HS also went to this same university, but I stopped keeping in touch with them. The Friday night I was working was nothing out of the ordinary, until I saw them.. 3 of my old friend's dads walked into the club around 12:40AM and wasted as can be. They pulled up and sat at a stage-side table. My gut sank.. this was the first time I have ever encountered people I knew at the club.. I was a nervous wreck to go up on stage. Were they going to notice me? Or has it been long enough and their wasted stupor enough to throw them off as me being someone else. I resorted to my friend, begging and pleading with her to give me a party pill. She gave me a pill and I threw her a $50 bill, desperate to get high.

I got on stage, the high kicked in, and did my little dance to the song. Their table fed me singles and I danced with my back to them most of the time giving them a view of my backside. When I turned to the front, I refused to give any eye contact, let alone even have my face towards them. They touched my tits and I let them lick and slap them.

Another thing to note about this club.. it's private rooms were really private. The bouncers or security never went back there and interrupted. What went on behind closed doors was between the dancer and the patron most of the time, unless the patrons were getting too aggressive and a call button was turned on.

After my stage performance, one of the dads approached me. He wanted to go private with me. I told him the price and off we went. It didn't take long in the room before he was running his fingers between my legs. I felt his erection through his slacks grinding against my wet pussy. I left wet streaks all along his pants were his shaft was hidden beneath the fabric. I leaned forward and asked if he was looking to get off. He was of course. I undid his belt and zipper, exposing his dick, as I kept grinding on him. I kept grinding closer and closer to the head of his penis and felt it press up against me trying to slide itself in. My pussy juices got his shaft and head so wet now, I leaned all the way forward and on my slide back down, the tip of his head slid inside of me, followed by his entire shaft. I grinded on top while his face had a full frontal of my tits. When he got close, I pulled off and took his cock in my mouth and swallowed his load. He left me a handsome tip of $400.

We left the room, and it took all but 10 minutes before Dad #2 came over looking for a private room with me. He must have heard what his friend had done to him and wanted the same treatment. I brought him back, played around with his shaft, and gave him head until he busted down my throat.

The private room was less than 15 minutes, but he still tipped generously to me. I started to wonder if they knew me.. they didn't seem to know. There was zero personal interaction, zero ick of them being awkward or anything, so I thought I was in the clear.

Dad #3 marched over, wanting a room. I agreed and guided him back. We got into the room, door closed, and he wasted no time. Bent me over and pushed himself inside of me. I was so horny and I actually was enjoying myself getting fucked, I moaned and managed to reach an orgasm as he fucked me from behind. He was pulling my hair, slapping my ass, and just being downright dirty with me. Then he leaned forward and said something that just made me want to puke.. He said "I am going to come inside your sweet pussy" followed by my name.. not my stage name, but my REAL name. He grasped my hips and pounded away. I froze in shock thinking this whole time they had no clue. He came inside of me, then said "I will keep our secret safe" followed by my name again.
I left that night with over $2,500 in cash, but zero dignity left and reached an all time low.

Dad #3 actually started messaging me on IG and at times of me being at my all time low, I would let him come to my apartment and fuck me. He only finished inside of me, and always doggystyle. Pic is of him fucking me in a hotel one night.

I'm taking this big tit slut out tonight to be double teamed by myself and a man twice her age. I'm letting him pick her outfit all of which are skimpy and barely cover her body. She likes to be blindfolded during these ordeals so my idea is blindfold ahead of time so she doesn't know where we're at and drive around to places where plenty of people can see her Then once we arrive to his house I leash her up and walk her inside to do what she was born to do, fuck! 

I commented on a post of a pic of a hot girl that “if I had a cock I would fuck her.” Someone then replied asking what I would do, because as a woman I had “special insights” into how to pleasure women. I then wrote out a response but when I tried to post it the initial post had been deleted. So I decided that instead of just letting what I wrote be lost I’d share it as a separate post. Hope you men can learn a thing or two from it!
(note: in original post “pomegranates” referred to her breasts)

I would fondle those pomegranates, tracing where the curves of her breasts meet her body. Running my fingers over her nipples till they wet nice and hard. Gently and lovingly kiss each pointed nip then kiss up her chest and neck until our lips met. Then lie her on her back, spread her legs, and slowly push up her skirt until it was just over her knees. Trail my hands down the insides of her thighs. Let her hands explore my strong arms and manly chest. Tease her lovely rose with my fingers until she moans. Slowly thumb her clit until it’s come out of its folds, proud and hard. Run a finger along her clit to check if it’s wet, taste her juices. Lean over her, planting one arm either side of her head, and slowly slip my hard cock inside her. Star slow then build up rhythm. Fuck her hard and fast, but tease her by suddenly going very slowly every now and again. Keep doing this until she cums. Then blow my load inside of her. Then be the big spoon, one arm draped protectively over her as we drift off the sleep together.

I'm taking this big tit slut out tonight to be double teamed by myself and a man twice her age. I'm letting him pick her outfit all of which are skimpy and barely cover her body. She likes to be blindfolded during these ordeals so my idea is blindfold ahead of time so she doesn't know where we're at and drive around to places where plenty of people can see her Then once we arrive to his house I leash her up and walk her inside to do what she was born to do , fuck  

my request is this , should I use a leash , a rope , handcuffs? How do I make this slut make her entrance 

My wife has been cheating, and has absolutely no idea that I know. This has been going on for a couple months. At least, that I know of. That's when I first saw, who knows how long its been going on.

There's 2 different cars that show up in the driveway after midnight. She'll sneak out the front, get into the front seat of the car, and is in there for 15-20 minutes on average. Nearly an hour a few times.

The first time (well, first that I caught her at least) I noticed she wasn't in bed and couldn't find her anywhere in the house. Her phone was on the nightstand, so no point calling. I went out front and saw a car I didn't recognize in the driveway, windows fogged, bouncing up and down. I froze. So many different thoughts and emotions going through my head; I was angry and full of rage, but my cock was throbbing and I couldn't look away.

10 minutes later, the car stopped rocking. I only know because I kept checking the time on my phone. She got out of the car and I made my way inside so she wouldn't notice me.

I installed a camera the next day. Hidden. Not quality enough or in view enough to see inside the car, but to at least let me know of any activity in my driveway after midnight. The next night, the same thing happened. Except this time I went to a part of the yard where I could get a better view, while remaining unseen.

She got in the front seat, put her hair in a ponytail, and her head immediately went down into his lap. The windows were rolled down, so I heard everything. The degrading things he said to her while he was grabbing her by the pony tail and fucking her face. Asking her if that's what she liked, telling her to repeat the shit he said to her, the gagging and choking. Everything. I have no idea how long it was before she finally climbed on top of him and started riding like a demon until he was finished.

She got out pretty much immediately after. He backed out of the driveway while she rearranged herself and started walking in.

It's been like this for months. Sometimes its 2 days a week. Sometimes its 5. And 2 different cars. I have no idea if the cars are 2 different people, or one guy with 2 different cars. Sometimes she just blows him, others she rides him, then there are times they get into the back seat and I cant see anything. Only hear.

It's become a ritual. I watch every time I get the notification on my phone for the driveway alert. At first, I'd always cum and never be able to do anything after that. Eventually though, I edged enough to where I would pretend to wake up shortly after she got into bed. She would make excuses to not fuck, at first.

Then one night when she came back in, I didn't even ask. I just went straight for her pussy and started feeling around. She was a mess. They obviously weren't using condoms. She froze, went completely stiff while I kept exploring.

"Wow, you're really wet", I ended up telling her. Break the tension, and give her an excuse.
"Yeah, I've just been in a mood all day I guess" she replied shortly to me, her back still turned to me.

I pushed the tip of my cock against her hole and it went right in, with no resistance. Absolute mess and her hole was obviously worn out. She just laid there, still frozen, just taking it. Completely ignoring me kissing her neck and cheek. Then suddenly, she turned toward me and shoved her tongue in my mouth. Almost violently. The most intense we've ever made out before. At that moment, her pussy got tight and gripped the fuck out of me as her tongue kept making a mess of mine.

I came instantly.

When my ex and I first moved in together it was sex all the time.
She had a nice body, loved to fuck and gave amazing head. She had been with a lot of guys before me and it turned me on soooo much when she would tell me in graphic detail about her sexual experiences with other guys.
15 years after, it was seperate bedrooms and unenthused sex every 3 months or so.
Then I found out she was fucking guys she met online so we got divorced.
I then spent about 10 years doing online dating, one night stands, fuck buddies, dysfunctional relationships based on sex. It was crazy, sometimes sex with 2 or 3 different women in a weekend ( and, no I'm not saying I'm some hot stud, just a tall, slim, "nice guy" women feel safe with and, apparently good enough to fuck if I'm handy).
I lived for a year with a sex obsessed, damaged woman who would wrap her legs around any guy that was convient. I had a hooker as a girlfried as well as a stripper. It was nuts.
Now I'm 60, haven't bothered with sex or dating for about 10 years, I enjoy the lack of drama and insanity, but I do miss the intimacy, passion, exvitement, the feel of being inside an enthused, horny woman, seeing the glow on her face when she cums really good, hearing her moaning with pleasure when I am deep inside her.
Oh well. Just thought I'd share my story.

Looking for a video. It's a pov of a guy fucking a young fit college slut. It's a rather short video if I remember correctly. But as he's about to nut, he pulls out and she moans not to pull out and to put it back. She says to cum inside. But she sounds so desperate for his load in her and it's hot af