I want to rape my girlfriend's daughter, Amanda

I'm a man in my early 40's. When i was in my early 20's, I was very good friends with this girl's mother. truth be told, i always had a thing for her and wanted to fuck her within an inch of having a heart attack. I never did make my move, and we sort of drifted apart over a few years. within the last year, me and the mother had gotten in touch via facebook, and agreed to get together for a few drinks. she didn't look anywhere near as fuckable as she used to and i gave it up as something that should have remained a memory. a few months later, she invites me to a small gathering at her house to celebrate her birthday, and this is where i first met her daughter. the girl was a spitting image of her mother as a teen! i tried to keep my cool, but after a few drinks i made my way to the young woman, and discovered after some friendly chatting, that she was 19.

we began to talk and we took a friendly liking to each other, she told me all about her school, her life, her situation, etc, etc. and i concluded that this girl had no self esteem to speak of. i preyed on that and made her feel important and beautiful, i added her to facebook later that night and we began having regular chats.

after about a month of this, she told me how upset she was over a school situation involving her peers, and wanted to talk. i told her we should have some coffee and she agreed. we talked for a while and i said i wasn't busy, but i had to go home and standby for an important package. (bullshit). i meekly suggested that she should come with, and we could talk some more.

i thought i was the one doing the preying, but as soon as we got into my condo, this girl began to act very flirty, yet vulnerable. i cuddled up to her as she told me of her problems and comforted her, as i hugged her i lightly drew circles on her back and she sighed, she put her hand on my lap and started rubbing it lightly. i made my next move and caressed her neck, and ran the back of my hand down her side, catching a feel of her beautiful breasts. at this point, there was no more denying what was happening so i slowly lifted the bottom of her shirt, and to my everlasting joy, she lifted her arms and let me strip her.

we made out for a few minutes and she took her jeans off, she slid down and ripped off my slacks, and began to give me the most mind blowing blowjob i ever had. she had not done this in a while she said, and i could tell that she really needed it. we 69'd after i stripped her of her underwear. and withing minutes i was giving her my cock, doggy style, as she screamed with pleasure. this girl was a quiet one, but she could belt em out when she was getting plowed. i knew i might not have another chance, so as i was thrusting into her missionary, i felt like i was about to come, i told her this and jumped off her. i positioned right at her face so she could suck me to completion, as i rubbed her pussy and clit, in a forceful and rapid way. she was moaning and throwing her legs up in the air as i shot my load into her mouth, where it spilled out one side.
she sucked me dry and i bent down to flick her clit with my tounge. we were spent and we layed there together for a few minutes, on the chaise lounge i had just fucked her on.

after she went home, she promised she'd call me. its been a month, and nothing. maybe she changed her mind or felt dirty afterwards, i'm not sure. but i did suspect her guilt might interfere, which is why i went all in on our first and only fuck. haven't even chatted with her on facebook since, but the experience sure made up for not fucking her mother all those years ago.

i confess, my daughter has been dressing more and more slutty as she's getting older, short tight little dresses and skirts and tops that show off her busty little tits and she's starting to party and have an attitude, but she still tries to sit in my lap and play daddy's little girl in order to get money from me and permission to go and do things. One friday night about two weeks ago, she came home late, past curfew, drunk, and dressed like a fucking whore. she was wearing a very short and very tight red dress that showed her cleavage and high heels and her face covered in makeup. when she finally came home at 1 am she had to walk past my den to get upstairs and i called her in, and i had been drinking as well, and i was sitting on my couch and she comes in and i start yelling at her for not responding to my calls, for being visibly drunk and being home an hour and a half past curfew. while im yelling she just falls into my lap and says "daddy i'm sorry please don't yell at me" and lays her head on my chest, puts her nails on my chest, shifting her weight in my lap, and for some reason i just got so mad and lost it and i threw her over my lap and pushed her tight little skirt up and had her thong coverd ass in my lap and i just started smacking the shit out of it while she screamed and cried and hearing her and seeing her little ass in my lap got me so hard, so i pushed her down onto her knees and stood up in front of her and took my cock out and started stroking it, and i started tracing her lips with my fingers with my other hand while she cried. she started calling me a sick pervert and i slapped her face and then i started sliding my fingers down her mouth and gagging her hard and when she tried to crawl away i grabbed her hair and slapped her face and told her to stay and i slid my fingers back down her throat and gagged her hard and smeared her spit all over her face and hair, smearing her makeup, and used it on my cock. eventually i just said fuck it and i spun her around and laid her head against the couch and slid my cock down her throat and gagged her with my cock, and i pinned her hands down and just kept fucking her face and when she started squirming around too much i grabbed her and flipped her upside down and i pushed her dress up and took her thong off and started fingering her while i slapped her face with my cock. and i held her down and facefucked her upside down while i fingered her. and eventually i made her throw up for which i smacked the shit out of her for, and eventually i came down her throat and on her tits and face. then i took her phone and computer away and sent her to her room and told her to clean up. The whole time i had been calling her a whore and a slut and a little cocktease and told her this is what happens to little girls who want to dress like two cent whores, they get treated like two cent whores and she was lucky it was me doing this to her and not some big gang of strangers or some guys drugging her at a party and she's lucky i'm only fucking her face. the next morning i went up to her room with breakfast and kissed her on the forehead and said "i'm sorry for last night sweetie but i really felt i needed to teach you that lesson, its a lesson a lot of dads have to teach their daughters, i did it because i love you" and i told her not to bother her mom, who i'm divorced from, because "she's finally so happy with her new husband and she was never happy with us and do you really want to ruin her newfound happiness with something that should really just between you and me baby" and she nodded and told me she loved me and let me hug her and kiss her on the lips. since then things have been pretty normal, she still dresses the same but she doesn't dare come home late or break curfew, and she's been distant but not sulky or anything. Part of me was so happy to be able to let all that aggression out on her and wants to do it again but i don't want to ruin her life anymore than i already have. just needed to get it all off my chest.

I have to confess I masturbate to my daughters pictures