I love it when men stare at my huge tits whenever I go, I'm sure they fantasize about fucking them

Hello my ebony sweethearts

i m looking for ebony gal who would like to get her freak on with me 2-3x a month. Must enjoy playing with other couples, single men, & single gals. Needs to enjoy pnp supplied by me. Also might want to enjoy swingers clubs, titty bars, & porn theaters. I'm a good looking middle age man just looking to get his freak on a few times a month.

How would you fuck me?

Back in college my friend had this girlfriend. She wasn't super hot or anything. She was short and I guess thick? She wasn't fat at all. In fact, her stomach was really flat. She had very sexy thighs and very large calves. She had dark blonde/light brown hair. Her face was cute and she had these eyes that sometimes got this look that screamed "Fuck me." However, she did have very nice big tits. Not huge but definitely large and they were without question her best feature. So, even though she wasn't super hot there were things about her that turned me on. Added onto that, there was one time when we were all watching TV and she was lying on her stomach wearing a skirt. From my angle I saw right up to her panties. I couldn't see any details of her cunt but I definitely saw a bit of her ass cheeks.

All that led to me really developing a thing for her. She became a regular part of my fantasties and I jerked off a lot thinking about her giving me a blowjob and fucking her. One fantasy I remember involved us all getting really drunk and playing truth or dare and someone would ask "Who in the circle you would most want to have sex with." Other friends had much hotter girlfriends and we knew other hot girls but I knew my answer would be her. I imagined her giving me that look she sometimes gets and then immediately getting up and leading me upstairs. We'd end up fucking right there in the hallway while everyone was downstairs. I also had this really depraved dream with her where she led me into the bathroom and basically acted like my private urinal. I don't know what caused that dream but I woke up and the image still in my head of her in a red dress, down on her knees looking up at me expectantly, basically asking me to do something so disgusting to her and wanting it, I ended up masturbating like crazy.

Her tits were definitely the focus of my gaze often. She rarely wore any low-cut tops unfortunately. Which is nuts. She should have been showing those things off all the time. One time I remember she wore a spaghetti strap tank top and bent over a lot. Seeing her tits hanging down, especially since you could see practically all of them, got me so hard.

Anyway, onto the actual thing that happened. One night we had a party at a friends house and everyone got very very drunk. She ended up passed out. At a certain point I was awake and realized I was alone with her. I looked down at her and her tits covered by a tank top and in my drunken state couldn't help myself. The entire time my heart was beating a mile a minute but I crawled over to her and very gently grabbed her tank top at her chest with my fingers and lifted. She had said before that she was a pretty heavy sleeper but my eyes kept darting to her face to make sure she didn't wake up. Finally her bra-clad tits came into view. It wasn't anything special but the fact that I was seeing even that much was something. However, that wasn't enough for me. I stared at her bra for some time and looked at my nails and figured they were long enough to pull this off. Slipping my fingers lower, I hooked my thumbnail underneath her bra cup and then began to pull upward. I had to move incredibly fucking slow and I was convinced there was no fucking way this was going to work. More and more of her came into view but at a certain point, tension hit. But at that point, I was too far to completely stop. Ever so slowly I pulled harder, stretching her bra strap and lifted the cup higher.

Then, there it was. I finally saw her naked breast. Pale creamy skin, very very light brown areola with a small nipple in its center. I felt like I must have stared at her tit for hours. That image has been burned into my mind. One of my biggest regrets of my life is that I didn't have my camera with my that night. I wish I had taken pictures. Still the fact that I had actually seen her breast and the memory of that naked tit has served for a number of masturbation sessions to this day. Every time I saw her, I couldn't help picturing her lying there sleeping while I stared at her bare breast.

Warning sad post

A while ago I lost a friend of mine. He was born with a muscle illness. So I can't say his death came as a surprise. I met him a couple of years ago through the internet. After some back and forth, I finally gave in to his requests and met up with him (something I really never do). He thought it was a date and when I told him it wasn't, I saw the saddest eyes ever. I mean, puppy eyes were no match. Turned out I was the only girl to ever meet up with him. He did try hookers, but even they hung up on him when he told them his situation. At that point I felt so sorry for him I went to his place where we engaged in the saddest, awkwardest petty sex ever.

First time sex can be difficult for a normal person, but imagine how difficult it is when you have no point of reference. There is no disabled porn, because most disabilities are too unique. The guy had no idea what would work for him. So his first time was a huge learning experience, also for me. In the end, his first time was less sad than I expected, although he came almost instantly the moment my lips touched his dick.

I wanted to help him out and told him that if he wanted to practice more, he could contact me...and that is how we became fuck buddies.

Now my confession: I think we were more than just fuck buddies. I was his confidant. Normally, I just fuck random guys with no emotional attachment, but I went back to him all the time. I did with him things I would normally not do with others. Seeing him grow happier and more confident made me happy. Through me, he gained more confidence and managed to land hookups more frequently. It made me so proud. He introduced me to some of his friends who also wanted to gain experience. Then he introduced me to other guys, strangers. I learned how exciting raw risky sex is, but that is a different story.

Tl;dr:
I wanted to teach a disabled man how to have sex, but in the end he taught me something about myself.