I had jerked off before this...a LOT, but never TO anything. At least successfully. Tried it during the brief T&A shots during rated R movies, but never lasted long enough.
Even tried it to the bra and underwear ads in the newspaper.
No luck.
So I was content to jerk off to nothing.
Then a catalog wound up at our apartment completley by mistake. Not even CLOSE on the address.
It was called "International Male." It just appeared to be a catalog for men's clothing, so I just started flippign through it in the kitchen.
Then I came to the 8 pages on men's underwear pictures. Close ups of jock straps, bikini briefs, and speedo type underwear. So close up and so tight you could make out the cockhead through the fabric.
My cock was straining against the fabric of my underwear and jeans before I knew what was happening. it got uncomfortable, and I freed it.
I had jerked off beofre, but just touching myself to those pictures felt fuckign AMAZING.
8 pages of pictures, between 4 and 6 dicks in eahc picture.
Had one of the most intense orgasms of my life to them.
Immediately afterward, I got 'the guilties' and hated myself and threw it in the trash in the hallway.
Middle of the night, I woke up thinking of dick...snuck into hallway and fished that catalog out of the trash.
Kept jerking off to those pictures until college.
So, yeah....turned out, I was gay.