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Im not sure this is much of a confession because I don't really feel guilty but wanted to be able to share in a accepting place. I'm 42 and recently divorced. This summer I had some vacation time so I decided to go to a week long music/dance festival in Michigan. I wanted to go with a friend but she couldn't get the time off but I decided I'd still go anyway, so I packed up what limited camping stuff I had and headed off. It felt awkward being alone after 5 years of being married. I got there and set up and the people camping in the area next to me seemed really nice, but much younger. I talked with them some as I was setting up and got offered weed. I hadn't done that in many years but figured why not. In the evening as the music got going i walked around to the different stages and was dancing and really enjoying myself. There were people in costumes and dance clothes and others just in regular clothes. It was hot and I wore jean shorts and a tank. I noticed lots of people barely dressed too, many girls topless and some barely had anything on at all. Eventually I started to feel like heading back to my camp spot. As I was walking through the camping area there were people partying and drinking and saw people even having sex right there in the open. I'd never been to any public event like that, but it reminded me of some parties i went to back when I was younger. When I got back to my tent I smoked some more and had a few drinks. I'd taking my top and jeans off because they were soaked from the heat. After awhile I really wanted more weed so decided to go out and try to find the girl who gave me some earlier. I had pretty much to drink at this point and after seeing so many girls walking around topless, I just walked out of my tent in nothing but my thong panties. I noticed some people looking at my bare tits (which I always had been somewhat embarrassed by because they are small) but in that environment it didnt feel awkward at all...I even got some compliments. I finally made my way to the tent of the girl i was looking for. She was sitting on the ground in front of her tent...totally naked and definitely on something more than weed. She recognized me from before and again offered me weed. I sat down with her, we shared a joint and got to talking. After awhile she started talking about some guys who were drinking and partying a few spots away, then she says she wanted to get fucked and asked if i wanted to. I was hesitant because I didnt know any of them, I thought she did, but turns out she didnt know them either. Anyway she tells me shes going to go talk to them and starts walking over there. When she gets close she just yells out...hey you guys want to girls to have fun with...and she starts walking back to me with 5 guys following her. They come over and say their names and we're just hanging out for a few minutes and i look over to her and 3 of them have their dicks out and shes taking turns sucking them. The 2 guys that i was kinda talking to walk over to her and take their shorts off to. The girl looks at me and says come over here and help me out. I was sort of in disbelief but i go over to them. Once I did that they were all over me too, felling me up and putting their dicks in front of me. It felt strange for a minute but I joined in. We took turns sucking the guys for awhile, then she just says time for some fucking and lays down with her legs spread. Again I was sort of in disbelief but was very turned on. I took my panties off and laid down next to her and the guys took turns fucking us. 2 of them ended up cumming in my pussy, the other 3 in her. After they all got off they hung around for a few minutes but then left. So the me and her are sitting there and I'm still kinda in shock at what just happened but was so turned on. We had both shared that we were bi before the guys came over and we ended up going down on each other. We talked some more and it turns out she goes to these festivals and does that sort of thing alot. I had been with pretty many guys when I was younger but had never done anything like that. A part of me felt bad about it but I also loved it. We did similar things every night I was there, but with different guys. I ended up getting with i think about 30 guys that week. It was a crazy but very fun week.