I'm 33 and am in the same boat as the OP, except I like 16, 17 and 18 year olds. I do fap to nudes of girls 14 and up though.
I think much of my teen loving ways comes from not having much in the way of relationships, which sucks.
Pic attached is of a 16 year old that I'm smitten with, but she doesn't know it yet.